Growing or loosing

Growing or loosing?
This is a key point... understanding how your life is going.. what are you doin'... the frustration of being connected with something you don't like and to something who brings you down every day.
I need more power, more happiness and to be more alive. I can't see through the walls that surround me. need to breath some new air. Feeel freedom and feel the sun for my future.
Need more power.
that's all folks!