Born Again

Now I am in Stockholm chez Jackie.
Far from home but in a new house.
I am talking about melancholy and in the same time about feeling alive: to travel and go round 4 playing music is something makes me breath from the inside, to feel "far" from B is something makes me sick from the inside. Slike a Yin Yang feeling together: the only good thing is that she supports me, and I feel strong in the same time, well those are two good things. 2B onest there are thousand of good things in my life right now. For the first time since a long period I feel with no inner pain, no lacks of air, no fears; this is Great. This is what I want for my future life! I need that, I want that. I will play tomorrow in Gotheborg and I am sure I will play not alone, but with B behind me.
Starting doing thingz again makes me feel alive, born for a 2nd time... to be honest start to feel alive again after this sickness.
With my new life I get born again: and I like it.
I don´t want to loose any second of my new life.