Life is Living

Coming back from sweden. Tomorrow I´ll Land in Italy at eight with a complete new luggage of experiences and known.
What I learned? Well that I love living, that jakob is a good friend and that I miss B so much. That I love her more than myself, and that i love life more than any other thing.
I learned that nature is powerful, that I can manage to feel what I have into me, and that I need to feel alive every second of my existence.
I love to talk, but I dunno if I love to hear bullshit, and to talk bullshit, like becoming more essential and honest.
i understood that reality can be evil and that I don´t honestly like people... Human being is quite naturally evil, and those who loves you, you have to keep them near and alive. Losing someone important is somehow dying. I don´t want to die.
And this is a Break point, a no turning back moment for my own.
I want to create life, with B, with me and with all those things that are important and necessary to feel myself as something who has a small light inside.